An Experiment

Hello Outside World.

“Introverts have a rich inner world.” This is certainly the case, though rich is a bit of a misnomer. As an introvert, I have a sample size of one, and from my own observations rich could be replaced with interesting, swirling and sometimes tumultuous. I have all kinds of thoughts. Hot takes, stupid curiosities, insights I dare say. I have no idea what to do with them. Sometimes I share, and people bite and an interesting conversation develops. Sometimes I hear “wow I could have gone my whole life without ever thinking about that what made you think of that.”

Theres a lot that just kind of sits and expires in the back of my mind, and a fear of mine is that I will become some ill adjusted conspiracy theory spewing, I know everything and people are too stupid to realize I’m right types. Probably wont be the case but who knows what kind of trouble an un-supervised brain can get into.

I hate writing. Once in high school, we had to explore a career and write about what its like, and I toyed with choosing writer as a joke. Because I hate writing so much. It takes a lot of time for abstract thought to translate into words, and I think the trouble in writing is mainly that.

However, sharing my thoughts online is kind of a proxy for supervision since anyone can technically see it. Plus it will give me practice in developing these thoughts. Hence my blog.

I’d like to take this time to point out that my thoughts aren’t crazy or dark or terribly self centered. They’re just kinda random. Sometimes I get caught up on the inside, and I want to experience the outside, and I think extracting the thought onto paper will help me develop it and also free up space for other stuff. Anyway we will see.